Love them! 3 year fan
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How do I feel right now?
Overall I feel okay.
I’m happy that I am studying at my dream college.
I love the atmosphere.
I love my major.
I can’t wait to get involved.
I keep myself busy and that is good.
I feel balanced.
I have fun in events I participate.
There’s that one thought always on my mind.
No matter how busy I am
No matter how much fun I’m having
Even if I can no longer see your posts on my facebook wall
It’s always there.
And part of me feels sad.
The part that I try so hard to stay away from.
It’s there in the mornings and nights.
It’s there during lunch
During everything I do.
It’s a part of me
I feel like it’s always going to be a part of me.
I miss you.
I hate admitting it because it doesn’t help keeping you off my mind.
Time is passing by so fast.
I miss Arlington.
I miss my bestfriends.
I’m suppose to begin taking this antibiotic Monday and I’m a bit nervous. I guess because I have never taken any kind of antibiotics before. Not to mention that it costs $250 and my last pay check was $236. *sigh* The things I do for my skin. I just hopes it pays off. I guess I’ll continue to get mederma as well to get rid of some scars. *sigh* There goes more money. I really wish that I had health insurance right about now, but I don’t make enough money for that. I guess I’m not getting a gym membership. I really didn’t that the antibiotic would be so expensive,but then again I’ve never really had to buy any. Definately saving money. Oh well, it’s for my skin and I’ve been wanting to do something about for the longest time ever. So, here I am doing something about it.
I really hope that this is all worth it.
Geesss, I graduate this Sunday and…..well, I don’t really know how I feel. I’ve been waiting for this moment for 4 years and now I’m not sure that I really want it to happen. As I realize that tomorrow is the last day is going to be the day that I am going to see certain teachers and fellow classmates a great deal of emotions come over me. A few weeks ago, the fact that I was graduating hadn’t even sinked in. Now, I can feel it a bit at times. I guess I just can’t believe that I’m actually graduating. I have 2 days left of school….